These ARE

the most "difficult" words i write

in fact
tears are stereaming down my face
making this even "tuffer"

BUT

THIS page and l OF IT'S "CONTENT"

ARE dedicated

to the "lefgacy"

( Austin Heidenreich..I know U R out there "somewhere" _

of a ..."GREAT MAN"

who left us

"before his time"

OK.."unfiltered" now

"Suicide is NEVER the answer"

the way it "works" IS

your "life" IS...NOT....."Your Own"

it has been "lent' to U

2 come here
2 do GOOD
( the words God and God ARE# the "same" in 18 "dialects"
how about Tahiti...Atu, Atua, Hawaii..Aku,Akua ...etc. ) 

I'm told

thet "taking your own life"

RESETS YOUR "cosmic" calendar

AND

you have to "repeat"

18.000 "awful" lifetimes"

JUST

to get back

to where U were !

'nuff said

Hefre's what Jerry taught ME